||[Feb. 26th, 2007|09:43 pm]
|||||melt banana- chain shot to have some fun||]|
as a non-christian, or non-practicing one, anyway, the story of the prodigal son always baffled and enraged me, so i'm not expecting livejournal to bestow its bountiful riches upon me any time soon. i'm not even expecting my Livejournal Voice (if you post a lot, you know what i'm talking about) to come back. i'm pretty sure i've even gotten rid of my thirst for internet approval. so why the hell am i writing this?
basically, i never write anymore unless i'm writing a paper for school or talking online, and neither of these are exercising my brain in the way i'd like. actually, i'm pretty astonished by how little i think nowadays. i'm one of those kids that is all like "when i graduate, i'm gonna be a writer!!" so i don't have to find a real job or ever wake up before 10, and if i don't get back in the habit of writing, that's not gonna go very well.
speaking of totally "real" jobs, at this point, i've been working at the harbor house for almost six months. i got a talking to about being more pro-active, in that i've been there longer than a lot of the other employees, but still put in about as much effort as i did on day one, if not less. it's true i'm not psyched about working there, but i'm certainly no less psyched than i am at any job; and i'm not actively NOT PSYCHED.
i should really quit wasting my completely emotionless words on livejournal and put them to use in my fifteen page research paper that i need by tomorrow.
oh yeah, i dyed my hair semi-black. semi as in i was too afraid to leave it on for twenty-five minutes, but it's still uncharacteristically dark. espresso, i'd call it.