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[Nov. 13th, 2010|11:53 pm]
lauren
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every morning when i wake up, i'm struck with the realization that my best friend is dead, my parents and siblings haven't had anything to do with me in over a year, i lost the academic opportunity i worked so hard for and that everyone thinks i'm at fault for all three of these things.

then i swallow all of that back down just so i can get out of bed one more day and tell myself that i'm just very busy today at my first choice school and that's why i haven't talked to my friend or my family yet, but they should be calling soon.
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[User Picture]From: chicago_doll
2010-11-14 08:51 pm (UTC)
I feel you. I wonder who is worse off; you for experiencing it or me for never getting to.
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